Tuesday, February 15, 2005

"Loving You" - Utada Hikaru

Loving you is easy
Cause you're beautiful
Making love with you
Is all I wanna to do
Loving you is more than
Just a dream comes ture
Cause everything that I do
Is out of loving you

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtimes
Cause loving you
Has made my life so beautiful ( Is easy cause you're beautiful )
Every day of my life
Is filled with loving you Loving you
I see your soul
Come shining thru
Every time that we oh.... I
'm more in love with you

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtimes
Cause loving you
Has made my life so beautiful ( Is easy cause you're beautiful )
Every day of my life
Is filled with loving you
Loving you I see your soul
Come shining true
Every time that we oh....
I'm more in love with you


Last night I cried about you my love.

I don’t know the exact reason, all I know is that I found myself in tears thinking about you….Blame it on the sad music of this movie I was watching. Blame it on my fatique, or on the cold day I spent in my office, thinking about how it felt good to spent that week-end with you… How it felt good to hear your soothing voice close to me… I just felt so empty, so helpless. How I wish I could find a way that could get us together in space..

Blame it on the fear I felt, when I learned there had been bombing attacks near your place. And not a single words in the news here in my country, I felt that a death in Beyrouth was more worthy than a death at your place. I simply could’nt stand this either. Damn scavengers journalists, making money out of human tragedy. I know I shouldn’t be that naïve, I know how the world goes…

Hopefully your song put a smile on my face. Helped me to think about positive issues, and hope. Maybe the people who gonna read this entry will think about me as an emo, mushy girl…. I don’t care. I love you, I wanna believe in you, so I don’t care. I am sick of cynicism, sarcasm and hatred. Sick of pretending to e a modern girl, simply because Cosmo says it's how life goes. I am me, so be it. And if being emotional means reaching our little heaven, you and I, then why not?

I would stand against everyone, if you would ask me to. I wouldn’t be afraid to build up something together with you. A relationship, and why not, a life with you. Because I do not wanna live with regrets in my mind.

Take care...

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